Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Remembering

For all the obstacles that have come with this move, (and there have been more than I've been writing about simply because I didn't want to complain constantly) I know one thing:

I have dealt with my past sins and am finished with the reaping that comes as a result.

What a freedom in knowing that. My friend-and perhaps yours too-Julie wrote a post today entitled Standing Firm/Staying Put. It has reminded me to remember.

You know, I serve a God who calls me to remember. Remember what He did to the Egyptians who tried to recapture the Israelites after letting them go (Ex 15:21), remember how He has brought me through trial after trial, remember His faithfulness in ALL things. Even the book of Deuteronomy is a call to the Israelites to remember God's law.

I remember wanting to move away from my town just as soon as I could. In fact, my plans in high school included going off to college and moving to a big(ger) town so that no one knew me and I didn't know them. I could start over. No raised eyebrows if I walked into the room with whispers of "that's coach, you remember her. She...(you fill in the blanks)"

However, God had other plans. Including me living in house in the back of the same neighborhood where I lived in high school. (Pretty far move, huh?!) And over the course of me living there, He brought people into my path that I'd just as soon never see again.

But it was through those people that God dealt with me, and caused me to forever be changed. To be set free from fear and worry. And the chains that I was wearing by choice.

Just before our house was put up for sale, God sent a word to me telling me that the time of havesting from my rebellion was complete. If you could picture a field, that He had gone through that field and cleaned it out of all the bad seed I had planted there. It is done. It is finished. I have a field that has good seed planted there. Now is the time for harvesting that good seed.

Yes, God has moved us on from that house. I will remember what else He has moved me from. And how, in HIS timing, it all came to be.

12 comments:

Marcia said...

Oh Jenny, I'm sooo excited for this next stage of your life :)

BTW, have you noticed I'm commenting - I finally buckled and downloaded firefox because my webhost was having some problems with uploading files via IE (and I need that stuff uploaded so my customers can get their books and so on).

Are you still with your parents?

MotoMom said...

I'm so glad that everything has worked out for you. Clearly God was in this considering how quickly it all came about.
Looking forward to pics when you are all settled in!

Joyful Days said...

This brought tears to my eyes, Jenny.

You know I mentioned in the post I wrote that we moved four miles from where we started. What I forgot to mention was that is was almost eight years to the day.

God has a knack for poignant timing.

Thank you for sharing this. You bless me!!

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Julie

Frazzled Farm Wife said...

God is so very good!

Pam said...

Oh, how wonderful to know that your chains are broken! I am so excited about your move. It will put you even closer to me. I know that God has a lot more blessings in store for you. You have been such a blessing to me through the years. I know that God will bless you for that. I am so privileged to have you as my friend.

annie said...

Happy Birthday Friend!!!

I baked you a cake on my blog :)

freetofly said...

Wow! How powerful & poignant! I am visiting from Julie's place. I rejoice with you that you have a brand new field to harvest! Filled with good seed! How wonderful that God helped you to make peace with your past, so there can be no more "buggaboos" in the closet of your mind, no encounters to dread!

God bless you and keep you & May God ever go BEFORE you!

xoxo,
Maria

Shawna said...

So uplifting. Isn't it wonderful how God walks us through our fears even when we resist? I'm so glad you were able to overcome with His help.

gail@more than a song said...

I hope everything with the move is working out ok!

Was it your birthday yesterday? I was gone all day but saw maybe you were 29 again yesterday! Hope it was a good day!

julie said...

Great post!

Sonya said...

Thank you for writing this post. It caused me to stop and remember tonight. God has done the very same thing in my life....kept me in places I wanted to escape and kept me in the path of people I'd soon never see again. It is so amazing how He uses those things that we dislike or shy away from to bring us to true repentance and reliance on Him.

Joyful Days said...

Thinking of you!! Praying for you.

Remember to rest a little.

Julie